Tag Archives: self

OK, how deep IS the rabbit hole?

So, my dearest spouse has made some notice of how my mood goes throughout the week. Or rather, between periods of me being in Comfort Mode, doing Convenience Mode because of things like work. And that said mood can take … Continue reading

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And it’s been ten years

I’m not sure if the time’s been flying or what. I’ve been doing this for a decade now. So, my marriage has been going pretty good. I can thank my abusers for basically kicking me into figuring out what I … Continue reading

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Well, that was awkward

So yesterday, I posted a tweet paraphrasing a conversation I had with my husband regarding breakfast. “That’s not a burrito.” “@scalzi says it is.” “Scalzi says a lot of things, sweetheart.” This morning, I got an email from Twitter saying … Continue reading

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Now entering Year Seven

About the only thing that’s changed is that I’ve picked up a romantic partner. Her name is Chris, and she is, if anything, more transgender than I am, if that makes sense. We’ve actually been dating for a while. Pretty … Continue reading

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Well…

…I guess I’m not as heart-healed as I thought. As I thought about it on the way home tonight from a family gathering, that I’ve lived for five years with my inability to self describe as being a nice person … Continue reading

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A Nice Person

I was emotionally abused in an online relationship for the better part of a year, about five to six years ago, by a man who lured me in, then introduced me to his wife, and also weaponized me against her, … Continue reading

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Something of a transition… in the home

I’ve been in the midst of something of an upheaval in my life, on the side opposite the one that got it over a year ago when I lost my job and had to go find a new one. It … Continue reading

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Three Months Later

Well, that’s definitely a confirmation for me. So far, I’m logging in once a week (or less) into Star Trek Online since I created an account there. My friends haven’t had to come kick me in the ass over it, … Continue reading

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An Experiment

I’ve decided to take the risk, and join up with Star Trek Online, in part as an experiment into why I might’ve been addicted in the first place. I think I know the original causes, and I’m just needing to … Continue reading

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Now a few weeks into Year Five – My Year In Review

Really, have I been doing this for over four years now? It’s really seeming like it’s old hat now, getting all dolled up for an evening on the town, or throwing on a nice light skirt and tank top to … Continue reading

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