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And 11 Years – Starting Into The Next Phase

My annual big post is a little late again, I know. First, yeah, transition is definitely going to be a thing. I should have started the process years ago, but I had job instability rear it’s ugly head, and everything … Continue reading

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First day of 2018

And I actually had my first brush with a form of identifiable to me body dysphoria. I don’t disassociate or black out or anything like that related to my bits, but there was a definite collections of actions undertaken today … Continue reading

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Last day of the year

With 2017 going out having told 2016, “hold my beer and watch this,” I’m hoping 2018 doesn’t want to outdo them both on the “be nasty to people in general” front. It’s been a very, very mixed year, especially being various … Continue reading

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OK, how deep IS the rabbit hole?

So, my dearest spouse has made some notice of how my mood goes throughout the week. Or rather, between periods of me being in Comfort Mode, doing Convenience Mode because of things like work. And that said mood can take … Continue reading

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And it’s been ten years

I’m not sure if the time’s been flying or what. I’ve been doing this for a decade now. So, my marriage has been going pretty good. I can thank my abusers for basically kicking me into figuring out what I … Continue reading

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Well, that was awkward

So yesterday, I posted a tweet paraphrasing a conversation I had with my husband regarding breakfast. “That’s not a burrito.” “@scalzi says it is.” “Scalzi says a lot of things, sweetheart.” This morning, I got an email from Twitter saying … Continue reading

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Now entering Year Seven

About the only thing that’s changed is that I’ve picked up a romantic partner. Her name is Chris, and she is, if anything, more transgender than I am, if that makes sense. We’ve actually been dating for a while. Pretty … Continue reading

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Well…

…I guess I’m not as heart-healed as I thought. As I thought about it on the way home tonight from a family gathering, that I’ve lived for five years with my inability to self describe as being a nice person … Continue reading

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A Nice Person

I was emotionally abused in an online relationship for the better part of a year, about five to six years ago, by a man who lured me in, then introduced me to his wife, and also weaponized me against her, … Continue reading

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Something of a transition… in the home

I’ve been in the midst of something of an upheaval in my life, on the side opposite the one that got it over a year ago when I lost my job and had to go find a new one. It … Continue reading

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